I used to have a MacBook. Well, I still have a MacBook but it sits in my drawer.

In 2012 the screen went dark and the guy who was supposed to fix it didn’t and in the end I got my money and my laptop back. He didn’t put it back together quite right so I am too scared to turn it on (not that I could see much, it’s like looking at something with sunglasses on, through an old x-ray sheet).

About a month ago, I thought, hey, maybe I sent a copy to my friend Kitty way back when and I did a search in my emails. I found Bree’s first story and I found a file in the name I was looking for that wasn’t a .doc but I saved it anyway.

Tonight I was having a clean up of my Downloads file and I happened upon that file. The icon for it is a blank page. I decided to open using Notepad.



It won’t copy and paste and saving it as a .doc or even .odt wasn’t working so I saved it as .txt and used an online converter. It kinda worked. By that I mean, it spread it over 183 pages (I didn’t write that much!!!) and there’s a 5 line paragraph on a page, then about 3 blank pages…

It’s gonna take me forever to sort through all of it but I don’t care. I have it back!!!

I’m still going *squeeeeee* on the inside.


Such a tease…

Eden was trying to decide between the yellow sandals with the butterfly on the back and the pink polka dots sandals when she heard a pained groan coming from Thomas.

She looked up and noticed his eyes were fixed on the shoes in her hands. The next thing she noticed was the tent in the crotch region of his pants.

She bit her lip and made eye contact with Thomas, slowly put the shoes back on the shelf, before walking to him and stopping just short of touching him.

She heard his sharp intake of breath when her hand brushed over his cock and she felt her pussy clench.

His hands found her arms and his fingers dug into her flesh when she brushed over his cock again.

Her clit started to throb with need and she squeezed her thighs together.

Running her hands over his belly then his chest, she moved closer still, pressing her upper body against him and wrapping her arms around his neck.

“Are you ok?” she asked, her mouth about an inch away from his. She sent a silent thanks to the makers of her green stiletto sandals for the added height.

“Uh huh.” She felt his arms move to her waist and let out a whimper when he pulled her by the hips, his hard cock now sandwiched between them.

“Are you sure?” she asked again, loving the sexual tension that was fast building between them and wanting to make it last as long as she could.

She wasn’t sure she could keep it up much longer however, not with his cock pressing against her belly like that and making her ache to have him inside her again.

Thomas nodded. “You wouldn’t happen to have a condom on you, would you?”

She felt his hot breath on her lips when he asked and she did a mental round up of the contents of her drawers, and came up empty.

“No…” she replied with a pained groan, dropping her head to rest it on against his shoulder.

“Fuck.” He let out a frustrated sigh and she suddenly got an idea.

“Doesn’t mean we can’t have some fun…” she whispered, moving back a bit so her hands could reach between them and undo the button of his pants.

She had just started moving his zipper down when his hand moved over hers to stop her.

“What are you doing? We can’t…”

“No… we can’t…” she agreed, shaking his hand off hers and pulling the zipper all the way down. “But I can…”

Eden dropped to her knees in front of him, pulling his pants down at the same time. She bit her lip and felt the throbbing in her clit increase as she took in the bulge in his boxers.

She looked up at him and giggled.

He was just staring at her, obviously trying to make words but failing. She couldn’t help teasing him some more.

“You’re not the only one who’s hungry…”

Eva has sex for the first time in two years

Eva takes a chance with Ethan and it pays off. I love this story about two people with baggage who manage to make it work. 🙂

After some prompting from a friend I decided it was time to post a new excerpt to my blog.  I wasn’t sure what to post, so I looked in my ‘on hold’ folder (the place half written WIP go to die, it seems) and started to scroll through a file called ‘Eva and Ethan’.

The story of Eva and Ethan is your typical ‘girl meets boy, girl takes him home, one night stand turns into so much more’ story, but there is a lot more to the characters than first meets the eye.  Like everyone they have a back story, Eva’s is a sad one, so is Ethan’s, but in completely different ways.

I haven’t worked on the story in months, but after reading I felt encouraged to work on it and thought posting an excerpt from the story would be a good place to start!

I hope you enjoy…

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Introducing Tom & Maria

I really wish Bree would write more about these two… Can’t wait to see what happens when their respective families find out they’ve been seeing each other.

As I tweeted a couple of days ago, I have spent FAR too much time studenting (totally a word) lately; because of this writing has become almost non-existant.  I had to do something about that.

So I did.  The characters of Tom and Maria introduced themselves to me and suggested I write about them… I now give to you, a little snippet of their story.




“God I have missed you,” Tom exclaimed the second she entered the hotel room; she didn’t even have a chance to reply in kind before he had her pressed against the wall and was kissing her hungrily.

The hunger wasn’t one sided by any means. All Maria had been able to think about since she had kissed him goodbye a week earlier was being back in his arms, his lips against hers, naked flesh writhing against naked flesh.

Even as they kissed, clothes…

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8 weeks today and it still fucking hurts.

It’s been 8 weeks. It’ll be 2 months on Friday.

8 weeks since Sarah died.

8 weeks since I lost a dear friend I care so much about and talked to every day.

Every day there is something I have the urge to share with her and then it hurts when I remember I can’t.

Every day I miss her.

I’m used to missing people. My whole family lives on the other side of the world, I’ve haven’t seen my dad since I was last in France in 2009. I haven’t seen my mum since she visited us last in October 2013. Yes they live far away and it sucks but I know they’re only a phone call (or an email) away.

This is different.

Never before had I lost someone I was so close to and it just SUCKS, you know?

So you guys get some of the stuff I would share with her…

Like this utterly delicious photo of Timothy Olyphant at the Justified Finale Red Carpet Event…


This funny thing I found on Facebook.


This photo full of epicness…


This selfie of Emma and I with Jason Woodward at the Hurricanes v Rebels game in Wellington on 27th March.

Selfie with Jason

The fact that my baby girl found a book that she loves so much she did nothing but read it (and its sequel) for the whole second week of the school holidays… (it’s on WattPad and she was reading it on her phone and her tablet, depending on which was charged)

yuyu reading

The hugs I gave her when the book got to a scene that made her cry. Twice. The second book is the story in the guy’s POV and she cried at the same point of the story.


And that a (hot) builder FINALLY came to fix the deck that Emma went through back in January.


Whoever built the deck originally was a cowboy, it was a death trap!



new deck

 And I’m super pissed that she missed our 2nd wedding anniversary on Monday last week.


I’ll leave you with this photo of 2 of my 3 E’s. Big E and Wife E.

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I think we can all agree that I suck at this blogging thing. But then I started this blog to share some of my writing, not with a though to blog x times a week about my life.

School holidays here and I’ve been crocheting a lot lately, so now I have a sore wrist… *sigh*

I did get an idea for a new story, so another WIP to work on, going to run out of notebooks soon!!

And then there was this time I wrote a sex scene and when it came time to type it on the WIP doc it belongs to, I realised it was pretty much exactly the same as the last sex scene in that particular WIP so had to change all that around!

In other news, we’re finally getting a new deck, no more slippery broken death trap at our house! The builder showed up yesterday morning and ripped the old deck out, saying he’d come back around 9am today. It’s now 12.40pm and no sign of him yet.

It’s cooled down a lot, winter is most definitely on its way and we need to get some firewood asap!

Have a lovely day!

Been a while…

This little bit is set right after the first time Jack and Paige have sex and I wanted to share it because I was in that story yesterday, looking for suitable lines for #1lineWed on Twitter, and got reminded of how much I love it.

You know those times when you’re all orgasmed out and you can’t be held responsible for the words coming out of your mouth? This is one of those times…

Paige smiled at him then rolled on her side, facing him and reaching up to kiss him. She felt his arm snake around her waist, pulling her closer as they started kissing slowly.

She ran her hand up and down his arm, her feet tangling with his, as her tongue tangled with his. She pressed herself closer, loving how his arm felt around her waist.

Jack’s hand was caressing the small of her back and when it moved to the curve of her bottom, Paige whimpered and deepened the kiss.

Jack took it in his stride and ran his hand around her bottom to her thigh.

When Paige hooked her leg over his hip, bringing her crotch in close contact with his, he groaned at the heat coming from her and tightened his grip on her thigh, before moving his hand to the back of her neck in an attempt to bring her closer still, the kiss intensifying even more.

Paige could feel Jack’s cock harden against her and she was glad they seemed to be on the same page. It’d been a long time since she’d had sex with a man and it’d never felt this good with the ones she’d slept with, before Carly.

She hooked her leg around his and flipped them over, so that she was now lying on top of him, his cock trapped between them, her knees on either side of his hips.

The kiss ended and she slowly sat up, smiling, her hands resting flat on his broad chest.

Jack looked up at her, a bit dazed. It appeared she was ready for round two, if the wetness drenching his cock was any indication.

Moreover it appeared he was ready for round two as well and he was trying to decide if he was surprised or elated at the effect this woman had on him.

His hands had fallen from her neck when she had sat up and he rested them on her thighs, smiling at the naked woman straddling him.

Really nice view from here,” he joked.

Paige laughed, slowly raking her nails down his chest, causing him to let out a pleasure filled groan.

I like the view from where I’m sitting…”

Her hands reached his treasure trail then lower and he felt her fingers swipe the tip of his cock. His hips shot upwards at the contact.

Paige moaned loudly and felt her pussy clench when he bucked between her legs, his cock pressing against her slit.

She couldn’t wait any longer to have him inside her.

She lifted herself up just enough to guide his cock to her hole with one hand, her other hand resting on his chest while his hands gripped her hips.

She slid down on him really slowly, her eyes locked with his, both of them letting out a pleasure filled moan when he was finally sheathed all the way inside her.

Jack groaned when he felt how wet she was and how tightly her pussy was squeezing his cock. It was almost enough to make him cum and his hands flew to her hips.

Please don’t move…” he pleaded with her.

Paige couldn’t help the involuntary clench his words provoked.

He groaned again, his fingers digging into her hips to hold her still.

She looked down at him, her fingers stroking his chest and gave him a little smile.

Sorry…” she whispered.

He smiled back at her then she started grinding her hips against his, his hands at the small of her back holding her close.

She moved her thighs out, sinking on his cock that little bit more, both of them groaning at how deep he was able to reach.

Paige moved one hand behind her to rest on his thigh, her other hand staying where it was on his chest, that added support enabling her to grind harder against him, her clit getting an enormous amount of friction, sandwiched between them.

Jack couldn’t believe how hot and wet and tight she felt around his cock and he hooked his hands behind her knees and pulled her down, earning himself a very loud moan and an almighty clench when his cock hit that magic spot at the back of her pussy.

She was panting and crying out, her fingers digging into his skin, and he could tell the rhythm she’d set of a fast grind forward and a slow grind backwards was getting her close, and truth be told, it was working for him too.

He let go of her knees to reach up and capture her nipples between his fingers, squeezing lightly at first then harder as she moaned louder and moved faster against him.

Then suddenly she was screaming, her body going rigid over him, her pussy squeezing his cock.

When the screaming finally stopped she flopped on top of him, breathing hard and laughing against his neck.

He buried his hand in her hair and brought her up for a kiss, before rolling them over.

She smiled up at him, biting her lip when he put his hands on her hips at the same time she wrapped her legs around his waist.

He started thrusting, slowly at first because she felt so swollen around his cock he was afraid he’d hurt her but her whispered “harder…” made him start to give her the pounding she clearly wanted.

Jack was thrusting hard and fast, hitting deep inside her again, and Paige could feel another orgasm starting to build.

Harder… please…”

She moaned when he let go of her hips and his body was covering hers as he wrapped his arms under her shoulders.

The extra purchase enabled him to thrust even deeper in and out of her swollen sopping pussy and after a few more thrust he came with a loud growl, at the same time she cried out her release again.

He moved off her, rolling onto his back next to her.

Wow…” was all he could muster. That had really blown his mind.

He wrapped his arm around her when she moved closer and put her head on his shoulder. They looked at each other and she smiled at him before reaching up to kiss him softly.

Yeah… that was… just… wow…” She seemed to be having a hard time making words as well and he liked that he had that effect on her.

When was the last time you… you know… with a man?” The words were out of his mouth before he could stop himself and he groaned, mentally giving himself a slap.

Of all the dumb things to say to a woman you barely know after you just had amazing sex…

Paige chuckled and leaned up on her elbow so she could look at him properly. She could tell he was embarrassed he’d asked THAT question.

A long time. Before Carly,” she replied simply.

And you’ve been with Carly how long?” He groaned again and covered his face with his free hand. “I’m sorry. Please ignore me. That is none of my business. I can’t seem to shut up.”

He heard her giggle and felt her fingers over his and looked back into her eyes when she lifted his hand away.

She didn’t seem angry or embarrassed or uncomfortable, she was smiling at him and resting her chin on her arm on his chest. He reached over to brush a strand of hair away from her face and smiled back at her.

I’m sorry. I think you melted my brain before. I have no idea what I’m saying,” he apologized again.

She kissed his chest and linked the fingers of her free hand with the fingers of his free hand.

You melted my brain too you know… Twice… Well… four times if we’re counting the nipplegasm on your couch.”

He laughed with her. “Oh I’m definitely counting that one!” he assured her.