That talking thing… (Blast from the past 17)

So… They did the sex. 

Now they need to do the talking.

Emily is not a fan of the talking.

Alas, it needs to be done. 

Before more sexy times…


Richie heard the message tone and when he checked his phone he found that Maddie had sent him a funny photo of her and Tamara at the big corrugated iron elephant at the zoo. It made him smile and he showed Emily who was sitting next to him on the couch, eating her Teriyaki chicken on rice.

After the pharmacy they’d decided to get some sushi on the way to her house so they didn’t have to go out again. They’d also stopped at the supermarket to get condoms, following a brief, not-as-awkward-as-he-had-imagined chat. They were on the verge of fixing things between them, it seemed counterproductive to tempt fate for a second (or third) time.

Emily had taken the first of the two emergency contraceptive pill and set up her alarm for 11.30pm that night to take the second one as it needed to be taken twelve hours later.
They were sitting on her couch eating their lunch and as much as he wanted to reach over, pull her against him and forget about the rest of the world, he knew that some serious talking needed to be had.

Another message arrived from Maddie.
“Having hot chips by the playground. TamTam keeps asking if Emily has said sorry yet.”

“Minimal talking so far but we’re good. At Em’s house now. Bec should be home around 4pm. Zoo looks fun x”

He put his phone down on the coffee table and glanced up to find Emily looking at him.
“That was Maddie. She’s having a lot of fun at the zoo with Tamara.”
Emily looked away. “Tamara hates me, doesn’t she?”
“Why would you say that? She doesn’t even know you. Last time she saw you she was two.”
“Maddie told her I’d come to say sorry, clearly she’s been told something.”
Richie put his arm around her shoulder and smiled when she leaned into him, resting her head on his shoulder. “Tamtam asked Maddie last week how we knew each other. Maddie explained our… situation in simple terms a four-year old would understand.”
“In other words she knows I’m a horrible bitch who broke your heart.”
“I am a horrible bitch and I did break your heart. I know it. You know it. I read your emails, you know, you can’t pretend I didn’t do what I did or that I didn’t hurt you. It’s been making me miserable and I know that saying ‘oh I’m so sorry’ is never going to be enough and I bet your whole family hates me too after what I did to you.”

Before Richie had a chance to react Emily had got off the couch and was pacing back and forth in front of the coffee table. “This was a bad idea,” Emily said as she stopped pacing to look at him, anguish all over her beautiful face, which made his heart hurt. “You should go. This is never going to work. I know I said I love you before, when we…”

She made a hand gesture and he had to stop his mind wandering back to that recent memory because he needed to pay attention to what she was saying. “I meant it, with all my heart, but what if it’s not enough? What if I am not enough?”

She started pacing again. “You deserve someone who can give you what you want, marriage, and babies. All I have is work. Maddie said I need to tell you about my parents, that it will explain everything. I know she is usually right and I know I can’t blame them for all the bad stuff that happened in my life, but fuck! They are horrible selfish people, and I’m pretty sure they hate each other. They should have divorced years ago but no, instead they had me and they used me in their little power games, trying to constantly beat the other one at being the best parent, the best provider, the best whatever. I had nanny after nanny, au pair after au pair because as soon as I got attached, one of my parents would fire them and get another one. When I was a teenager I did some shit I’m not proud off, hung out with people I shouldn’t have and when I was eighteen I left and never looked back.”

Richie was trying to absorb the flow of new information and, feeling that she needed to get it all out, he kept his mouth shut until she was done.

“I worked really hard and started my own business and it’s doing really well and I don’t want to stop. I love what I do and that’s why I freaked out when I felt you were about to propose. I saw what marriage did to my parents and I was scared to death it would happen to us. Marriage changes people. Kids… well that just makes things a billion times worse. If we have a baby and I go back to work, because I love my career, I’m a horrible mother, but if I decide to stay home instead and sell the business I’ve worked so hard to create, I might end up feeling dead inside and resenting you and I can’t… I just… I can’t do it. Not to me. Not to you. I just…”

Richie decided she’d done enough rambling so he stood up and stopped her in her tracks by wrapping her in his arms. She put her arms around his middle and looked up at him. He could see more unshed tears making her eyes shiny.

“I love you.” As he said the words, he realised he hadn’t said them to her yet that day. He’d told her he was in love with her, earlier, before the sex had happened, but he hadn’t said those three words.
She gave him a watery smile. “I love you too.”
“Right then, what do you say we finish our lunch then go lie down on your bed. It will be more comfortable than the couch and to be completely honest I’d quite like to get naked with you.”

Emily went on tip toes so she was more or less eye level with him. “Why wait?” Her voice was low and raspy in the silence of the house and she breached the gap between them, wasting no time sliding her tongue in his mouth. The taste of her flicked some switch inside him and he found that he couldn’t get enough of her. He pulled her closer, deepening the kiss, loving the way she was pressing her whole body to his, moaning in approval when she moved her hips side to side against his groin.

He stopped kissing her only long enough to ask which was the way to her bedroom and, after a short detour by the dining table to get the box of condoms from her handbag, he followed her down the hallway to her room. Richie barely had time to take in the decor before Emily was pressing him against the wall by the door and kissing him with renewed fervor. After a few minutes the kiss ended. Emily moved away a little and started taking off her clothes, her eyes never leaving his.


Being a responsible adult sucks (Blast from the Past 16)

OMG this took so long!!

Well, not this one, but the one after this one.

The one I needed to have finished before I could post this one.

You finally get to know what happens… after, yanno, Maddie bring Emily to Richie’s house and leaves her there.

In case you needed a refresher, they reconnect in a very intimate way


Emily gasped when Richie slammed inside her. She could hardly believe that it was actually happening. She felt overwhelmed but then he started moving against her, the pressure building up in her clit with every delicious deep thrust. She tightened her legs around him, her arms holding him tightly to her. She became aware of the tears running down of her face but she felt properly alive again for the first time in over a year so she was past caring. He noticed the tears, of course, and stopped moving, his cock staying sheathed all the way inside her.
“Are you OK?” The concern in his voice warmed her mending heart. This man she had hurt do much was worried about her because she was crying. “Do you want me to stop?” her asked her softly and Emily shook her head no, arms and legs making sure he couldn’t move away from her. Continue reading

An unexpected reunion goes an unexpected way… (Blast from the Past part 15)

I’ve been working on the chapter after this one for a while. It proved tricky to finish but I think it’s done.

This one, on the other hand, was rather easy.

In the last chapter, Maddie took Emily to her friend Tamara’s house then left her there. Emily was rather shocked when she realised whose house it actually was, while Maddie ran off, taking TamTam to the zoo.

Best friends… gotta love them!


“You know where I live now so I guess we’re even,” Richie joked because the silence between them was stretching and Emily was staring at him with a look on her face he couldn’t quite decipher. Part terrified, part relieved, part… longing? Surely that was wishful thinking, no matter what Maddie thought she knew. Continue reading

Easy like Saturday morning (Blast from the Past part 14)

It’s Saturday and Maddie might just have had enough of waiting for her friend to make a move…

Sometimes all one needs is a little push in the right direction.



Emily got out of the shower and checked her phone to see if Maddie had replied to her text but it showed nothing. Maddie had rung her the night before to tell her that she’d be picking her up at 10am but wouldn’t say where they were going. Emily had become a tad weary of Maddie’s surprises, too many of them over the years had ended up with Emily having to be the sober driver while Maddie made out in the back seat with some girl she’d just met at whatever club they’d been at.
When Emily had broken up with Richie she’d stayed with Maddie for a couple of months and it was at one of her events that Maddie had met Harriet. The two women had instantly clicked and realised they were in love with each other after about two weeks. Harriet was quite the cook and Maddie and Emily had been all too willing to try any of the delicious dishes she’d tried. Harriet’s job as a stewardess meant she was away a lot for work so it had made sense for her to sell her house and move in with Maddie. Continue reading

Told you she was the best! (Blast from the Past part 13)

A short-ish chapter today, to finish off the day at the zoo.

Isn’t funny how fast kids make friends sometime? Then the parents have to have this awkward conversation, playing catch up.

I hope I managed to surprise you with the previous chapter. We all knew Richie and Eve needed to talk… and now they have.


“Why is Uncle Ricky talking to Eve?” asked a sleepy voice and Maddie looked down at Tamara who was wiping the sleep off her face.
“She showed up with your friend Connor when he came to say goodbye but you were asleep,” Maddie explained and the little girl jumped off her lap and looked around.
“I want to say goodbye. Where is he?”
Maddie stood and offered a hand. “He’s over there with his mum and baby sister. Shall we go over until your uncle is done?”
“Yes, please,” Tamara said, taking her hand and following her through the crowd. Continue reading

A zoo encounter of a different kind (Blast from the Past part 12)

Maddie is spending a lovely day at the zoo with Richie and his niece Tamara. They managed to discuss the Emily situation a little, once the little girl went down for a nap in her uncle’s arms. 

Are you ready for more?

Here goes…


“I need to say goodbye to my friend!”
“Connor, wait!!” Eve called out but it was too late, the four-year-old boy had run off to find his new best friend. They’d spent an hour playing together on the playground at the zoo and Eve had been glad for the break, after a full-on day walking around. Connor’s mum, Eve’s best friend Katie, was sitting on the bench next to her feeding four-month-old Alice. Continue reading

I’m going to the zoo, how about you? (Blast from the Past part 11)

“Where’s Maddie, Uncle Ricky? She said she’d be here.”
Richie looked down at Tamara and didn’t know what to answer to the four-year-old. When they’d left the takeaways restaurant the night before Maddie had said she’d see them at 10am at the entrance of the zoo. It was now 10:13 and no sign of Maddie. He was about to tell Tamara that sometime things come up and grown ups can’t make it when he heard his text alert. He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw it was Maddie.
“Sorry, couldn’t find a park anywhere! Now I have to walk about 500 miles to the entrance! See you soon x”
“TamTam, that was Maddie. She just parked her car so she should be here soon. Do you want to have a look in the shop while we wait? I bet they have lots of elephants in there.”
Having sufficiently piqued the little girl’s interest Richie lead them into the gift shop where they went on a hunt to find every elephant they could. Richie took a photo of Tamara with each elephant she found, so she could have a look later and decide which one was her absolute favourite to take home. Continue reading